please don’t come close to me. i am sick of people trying to help. what’s the point if they don’t understand? i hate their pitiful faces...
i want to be alone.
i’m sorry, did you not hear me? i don’t believe i stuttered.
stay away!
must you go against everything that i say?
what is with that look in your eyes?
i’m exhausted and i want to sit in the dark of my room and think.
i like being left in my thoughts. my thoughts are safe.
they are in my control.
why are you sitting next to me?
if you are tired, there is a chair over yonder.
or better yet, there is a chair in the next room.
what is it that you are doing with your arms?
why are you spreading them out - is that your way to assert
your control over me? over my thoughts?
i feel paralyzed - i can’t move, so please, move away from me.
...huh?
why does this feel so nice.
i feel like my body is melting, all the built of stress is melting,
evaporating into bubbles of air..